” still the same”

i knew nothing would change
and it’s going still the same
life is still a pain
it’s going still the same

anger, frustation
all coming my way
just waiting for a beautiful day

hoping for the days to change
again things going strange

why should i take all this sh it?
why should i always be pissed?
why should i always be victimized?

i’m broken inside
a long ago i died
a soul-less life
is what i survive

nightmares haunted me
everyday, everynight
sleepless nights
having sleepless nights

when i close my eyes
i see blue skies
i see sunshine
i see silverline

but, when i open my eyes
everything dies
sunshine fades
blue sky is dead

nothing changed
been the same
still been pain
going still the same (going still the same)